First Official Overload.

I hit it. D-O-N-E... done.

And I'm still in orientation.

I also hit 39 patients today. Not literally. Trying to avoid hitting administrators, though.

Literally.

I just don't get how "I'm overloaded, I canNOT take any more patients and I'm out of compliance on more than four kids" translates into "Just relax a bit, you don't have to do that last admission."

Seriously? Thank you soooooooo much.

Now what about the two I did today and the one tomorrow?

You do remember I'm going "On Vacation" Thursday, right?

I'm tired.

I got my first two assignments for the week done.

My Prior Clinical Experience form is weirding me out.

I have no idea how to estimate how many hours of patient/client contact and how many hours of assessment I did during two years of internships (8 years ago) and three and a half years at Children's Counseling Hell.

I wish I had someone to ask. Such is the program, I'm seeing.

Luckily the Santa Barbara Roomie seems nice and interesting in her emails.

I just need either another me or a few more hours in the day to get everything done so I can have a few days off.
Did I mention I almost cried four separate times today, mostly in frustration?

And it's week two of orientation.

If someone will take some of these poor kids and help the families get the attention they deserve, all will be slightly more right with the world.

I know it's a time limited issue. I know it's all going to be fine. I know I can do all of it.

But right now,

this

all

sucks

ass.

I feel like Boogie.